Me and him are like Dylan and jamie we have casual sex we mess around BUT we are also good friends - we have this amazxing connection and we are like purr -fect for each other - Even my best friend also friends with him say that we are soo alike too bad we are not together( like annie said to dylan he would say anything just to not admit he and jamie are perfect for each other)

- I love him and I want to be with him but I feel like he doesent feels like am the right girl for him his EX IS that i knowwww -I must confess I can be such a bitch with him sometimes and YES I HAVE SAID SOME FUCK UP SHIT TO HIM that maybe have hurt him alot and maybe thats something that kinda keeps him away from wanting something more with me - But IM not a bitch am the most sweetest girl ever thats just a font i put up for my own protection of being screwed over -Can i be blamed i have being hurt a lot by guys  

one of my favorite quotes from the movie

Jamie: Look, I know that I act all tough and I talk all tough, but really…
Dylan: It’s just a front to protect yourself from your own vulnerability.

he needs to know am a strong woman and I wont let a guy make me feel less worthy 

Dylan: Who says I’m looking for anything?
Annie: Dylan.
Dylan: I don’t know! But it’s not Jamie!
Annie: Why? Because you’re great together? Because you’re actually friends with each other? Because this is the happiest that I have ever seen you?
Dylan: I don’t know what to tell you, Annie. She’s not for me. I don’t like her like that.
Annie: You like her enough to have sex with her.
Dylan: It’s just physical. Like playing tennis.
Annie: I don’t even know what that
Annie: I haven’t seen you this dumb, since you got that candy corn tattoo. 
Dylan: It’s a lightning bolt! With extra powers!
Annie: Dylan, you can’t name one thing that’s wrong with her.
Dylan: I can never go out with her. She’s too fucked up. She doesn’t want a boyfriend. She’s too damaged. Magnum, P.I. couldn’t solve the shit going on in her head.
Annie: Wow! You’ll say anything right now not to admit that you’re perfect for each other.

we have had such good times memorable times together 

and I JUST FEEL it that he is in love with me i feel it hes just undenial 

but I know that with time hes gonna realize it that we are purr -fect for each other  and we need to let out love run free 

the needs to accept the fact that even thought his ex is very special and  amazxing am even more amazxing

 and Thought she was once a huge part of his life but am now his PRESENT 

and we need to have more amazing times together and make more sweet love 

I miss him and we havent seen each other since sunday and wont be seeing each other to next sunday but I needed to do this be apart from him for a few days so that he actually notice how things are without me around 

OHHHHHHHH sweety i miss u so much i wish u lived in the usa so we can hang out all the time and act silly ,we would most likely be best friends . Im so proud of you because at least you are doing your best in school , And we will be doing skypee soon am gonna add u , Life is good it could be worse so i dont complain i take one day at a time ,but yeah we have so much to talk about we should talk in skype 

(Source: simplyunforg3ttable)

And theres nothing worse then repeating the same story again , Falling in love with the wrong guy . A guy who is still in love with his Ex girlfriend .His not emotionally available hes taken and i have to let him go because am only hurting myself from the whole situation . He has hurts me soo much and i cant take the pain anymore i find myself wishing i was his ex . He is the most amazxing guy i have ever met and i will never forget him i dont think no one will ever make me as happy as he has ..
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